Tuesday, July 07, 2009

i don't want to talk about it

until one of my immediate family members is brutally butchered to death on christmas morning, this is probably the single worst day of my life. i don't see what i did wrong, but i clearly fucked up my entire future. for now, at least. i'm not ready to kill myself, but i'm about ready to lock myself in the bathroom and sit in the tub until my wrinkles are permanent.